We should not consume it before fasting.
But it is so magical that it helps me solving conflict and stress many
times! I drank the whole mug at about 2.30 am. I am still fine right now. Oh my coffee...
With coffee, my breathing is tremendous and
I don’t easily weep over all my stupidities. Even if I do, I don’t feel as
remorse as I would have. I guess caffeine magnifies the cerebral transmission
while leaving the sober areas in good pace.
Anyways recently, H posted, “I miss her but
I couldn't get over the fact that our friendship was broken just because of a
guy, years before.”
I stalked H, my best friend from high school. I know, how pathetic is that, right? She will be so mad if she knows. Hehe.
“…Maybe it’s about time to forget…,”in
another post. Luckily I was not too emotional reading the post. Thanks once
again, coffee.
I am surprised H still recalls the event. I
mean, she made new friends in her college. Practically, she is living a
happier life and being friendly as she always is. I cannot believe she is affected by what happened when we
were sixteen.
As Ramadhan 2015 is about to end, I aim to be
more friendly and love people more. I feel I do not love people enough. Maybe all the dramas come from hatred within myself. Perhaps if I love people more, all the love will come back to me. So no issues of back stabbing or whatever.
